LOVING YOUR KIDS 4EVA

Edited album cover 4EVA N A DAY by BIG K.R.I.T

THE FATHERHOOD EXPERIMENT: A Newsletter for fathers

This Weeks Edition Is About loving your kids forever, fa-eva-eva- is a mighty long time. I'm a happy man when that's what's on my mind.

Step back to see how you can step up, modify or correct any behavior (positive & negative) and lead your relationships in the right direction.

This week is sort of a love letter, specifically for my Son(s)

A Fathers love is easy, but it's never felt that way because children think owning their thoughts makes them grown enough to say fuck it all and sometimes sneakily fuck all y'all.

We change so much; it gives ruin a run at our temple.

Build your foundation with love daily. Some mornings we wake up thieves- feeling like a weapon for robbery. Negativity is one of the suicides to life. Love can feel gone in a snap. We can end it all over ego with ideals pumping stronger than libido. Fathers have to fight to keep love alive with a will stronger than Thanos.

My Kid woke up cranky like he went to sleep out of tune. Vibrating worry for being irresponsible. Steady doing what brings life’s worries. Angry with doubt while refusing to heed conversations of discipline.

He opens your mind with piercing looks. Cracks a smile rather than a book but reads open moments to add his bit of sense. He breaks hearts while filling them with hope.

A survivor of covid is a lazy excuse like middle child syndrome. It lacks evidence, but what other reason would he argue to control, and refuse to stop until you lose yours? That makes me feel hurt and see violence. So, I step back to silence the riot. To figure out his escape, so I can help him find a better way and take it.

The desire for my children's success is part of the reason I started praying again. life feels spooky, and scary when a father sees he’s raising any form of lack and depression. I know an excuse and a deadly creation, and my opinion makes me an asshole who gives a shit about their differences.

Childhood taught me monsters are real- even though adults tell you not to believe as they crossed lines into abuse and addiction.

Aaahhh Fuuck!

Tears flowing from emotions I thought I was over. Dosing worries I control. This can’t be the feeling they were chasing. Eyes blood shot, heart pounding, closing off to a world of love. The devil is one sexy bitch- and the way I’m feeling- God is the son of one. I don’t mean that, I just want to feel like my angels have my back.

I want to hit someone.

It feels like nobody understands-kids-suffering- unwilling to talk about the problems holding them until they believe they're out of danger. Turning parents into strangers. I wish they would hand them over. I’m a warrior against grief. But fighting is how we believe.

When I try to help, I turn into the monster they need but have a hard time relating. Moods shift, eyes glint anger, fear and confusion. Then I ask the question that makes me seem scary.

You listening?

But am I? or Judging?

I get the pain. Like- Andre 3 stacks- It’s in my veins.

You are never alone, and I know why you feel you can’t let go. The release means you don’t have cover. All eyes on your fall, but when you jump towards healing, success provides aid long past recovery.

I’m here to help you maneuver past yours and obstacles keeping you still.

Fathers want their kids to feel our love.  But happy feelings ain’t always part of life’s luxury. So do what you need to get what you want, and you'll be satisfied with more than enough.

LISTEN!

I'm a proud parent when you lose, fail and fall. Continue facing everything quitters avoid, because it will help you win.  So you always make me a proud parent

Fathers Be…

Present. Discipline. Understanding. Fair. Teachers. Teachable. In shape. Money Earners. Masculine. Gentle. Firm with Respect. Strong. Tough. Like Ice Cube said the "wrong man to fuck with"!!! I also say be the right man to love.

That’s the luxury and legacy your children will grow towards and love.

Dad Joke.

Are you a pie?

Because I’d like a piece of you.

Music I’m Enjoying

BIG K.R.I.T.

Book’s I’m Studying (The Holy Ones)

THE BIBLE

THE QURAN

Book I’m (Still Reading)

DUBLINERS (James Joyce)

Movie I Recommend

HARLEM NIGHTS (1989).

To all the Fathers wondering "HOW THE FUCK DO I DO THIS?"

My advice is "JUST DON'T PULL OUT!"