Depressed Mode

Father’s get brain fog because they won’t embrace the depression that set in.

Thoughts…

I can't. I shouldn’t. It doesn’t do me any good? A man must keep his family improved. Any less- I’ll receive a sentence of lost respect.

How Fathers Remain strong…

Fathers don’t have time to be depressed. To remain a mother fucker, he’s gotta provide. Get it? I wish I didn’t. I would help myself sooner instead of thinking I will get better by fucking off, ignoring, and sleeping with my doom. That ending is never happy. It terrorizes everyone who loves you.

They say a Man can't allow Weakness.

I haven't felt strong in years- maybe less- not with all the stress. I've forgotten my best- ideas, desires, dreams and memories. The new life you regret begins when your fix is ignoring everything.

What does a Father’s depression feel like?

The nightmare of a good man trapped in the passing of love. Feeling everyone gets it but him. Hating himself for not showing enough. Because he believes success is about personal achievements and being able to spend money, not just time. Broke love is distorted, and when you come poverty, it feels like a crime. It feels like the family always deserves and desires more. Then he creates distance to make his family full of emptiness because it keeps him whole.

Get Professional Help.

If you feel like life is over when you have much life to live and live for. The homies you smoke and drink with have a skewed reality. The women you pillow talk with might see you as sick. They want a healthy dick. Put as much effort into mental health and wealth as looking cool and fucking the baddest bitches.

To all the fathers wondering “how the fuck do I do this.” My advice is Just don’t pull out!