ADULTERY

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Adults trying to find themselves.

Adults trying to please themselves.

Adults trying to find a happiness they feel escaped after seducing them, summoning them, dancing in front of them, moving in a way they wanted and needed to try.

Horrible

Wonderful

Disgusting

Tasteful

The sting tastes full of horrors. Memories become a series of new and old pain. You cry insanity because you want it all to return and happen again. And when it does, you push and pull away. The excitement and fun are life’s attraction-the fulfillment of manifestation. Something only your higher power can compete with.

Adults trying new things to steer their life the wrong way instead of trying to escape. Thinking it becomes stronger if you stay. Knowing we will be weaker if we do.

There’s something magically egotistical, about saying we overcame some shit we should have never gone through instead of admitting our foolishness. It’s the toughest sentence people commit to. Some enjoy their time. Admitting that is what changes the fool to being true.

Sneaking around a union that punishes who plays but pays who promotes business minded retreats.

To keep a relationship from sinking, we have to admit when we feel like it’s over. When one of us is bored and our thoughts, eyes, and attention start drifting, moving toward, lingering near that new body resembling the one we used to lust.

It starts with weight.

Is the relationship becoming a burden. Is it weighing you down? Are you able to smile anymore or randomly, freely think happy thoughts. Or are you constantly thinking something is wrong when they do something random, need a moment alone or get a phone call. That’s heavy.

Let me also say fat and happy ain’t a real thing because nobody wants to be fat. Nobody wants to fall out of attraction. But getting fat and falling out of attraction is the beginning of the end for love.

The hardest part of any fucking relationship is talking about what makes you happy because if it no longer resembles the person you are with, they will feel attacked.

The way to minimize that feeling is to ask about the action or the habits that are making you unhappy the first or second time you it happens. Because once you let it become a ritual, the negative spell is cast.

Talk Love. Think Fuck. Be and Adult and take care of and protect your love. But move on if that ain’t enough.