For The Record

Sometimes I reminisce, thinking about people I miss, ones who should be here to see how I'm raising children, so they can judge & throw in their 2-sense about how this generation raises “different” children.

For the record…

I love you.

I scratched up, repeated mistakes and broken trust. I still hear how much you want to go back to when it was new and didn't have to be fixed.

I think how good it would feel to bring them all back, then I think about breaking away from god’s covenant. It gives me less time to feel pain from never experiencing their love again

What is it about sad s songs that choke you up and hold you so you can’t turn them off.

For the record…

I'm scared to hold onto people because I never heal when they want to be let go.