MADE IN

Art by Art By ChrisRob on ETSY

Deeeez Nuuuuts

Just kiddin all up in it.

I got in trouble once and was asked how I want people to remember my name. If there’s any negativity attached to that answer-power-making others fear you-being able to fuck anyone who comes near you.

That all changes when you start living for more than just you. When you realize you were made in the moment self-control was lost but your life gave the blueprint to make mine better- in honor of.

Parents who struggled more than you wanted to believe. So, asking for what they couldn’t afford didn’t make you feel needy.

Just a kid enjoying what shouldn’t feel like a struggle or burden to give. Young and wild fools thinking dealers of independence and flashy arrogance are the only adults that are cool. Dollars making chicks holler before bed, so you already knew what was in her head.

Raising Abel bodies with a cane I sometimes use to step up instead of a crutch. I try to reel it in instead of holding back the love. It makes men crazy and weak instead of tough. The fight is what makes you-get nothing without it, so I’ll push to make sure it’s in you.

I think about the times it was missing and pray I remember how to give it. I have nightmares of forgetting cause years I been living under my potential. But that has nothing to do with you. I mention it because honesty has to be another virtue you-me-we are made in.

To all the Fathers wondering “HOW THE FUCK DO I DO THIS?”

My advice is JUST DON’T PULL OUT!!!