When Family Disappoints

When family disappoints…

You need someone focused on healing. Food for the soul so life can be full of spirits that guide you to see and go get what’s missing.

For me it’s usually casual insanity. Thinking — -since I’m confident in my disobedience, it’s a mistake unworthy of punishment.

When family disappoints…

The strongest wish is to rid yourself of them. Unfortunate actions, events, thoughts of living without them bring tense anxious relief. Short lived as loving a woman you lust. A life of loneliness comes from busting up homes. Attitudes that make lovers wonder how they never hated… You… Made them hate everything about themselves. They expired by your side, under your watchful eye.

When family disappoints…

It’s because I WAS. I AM. The MAN Allowing such an Influence.

When I decided to chase happiness, my heart pounded as I fought against being wise enough to know what makes me happy without having it? That’s like a man teaching his son how to be a gentleman when his love hurts women. I believed I was the limit because I wasn’t living the image of what others have- smiles keeping a heart young-but if you look close, you’ll see aged agony from everybody injecting life they can’t handle.

To all the Fathers, wondering “How the Fuck Do I Do This?” My advice is — JUST DON’T PULL OUT!