MAD THERAPY
The madness is maddening. Something is seriously wrong. I employ myself to constant work. Timely pain from wasting too much attention on concern. Mine and others-which is important?!
Anger Management
Fuck it. Just give up. It will feel better. I can hide behind blaming someone or something for the time I’m wasting, forcing myself to ignore today’s goal. Postponing my dream so I don’t have to be angry at myself when I achieve shit instead of accomplishments.
Does this make me a mental patient?
I think so… Well… It is mental. You better not say it. Then it becomes true. But the procrastination that has guaranteed consistent failure just means I can get better by doing a little less of my behavior as usual.