Live A Lot more than A little

What do you do when you want to give up?

Remember you want to give your children positive successful places to look.

I say this everyday dreaming of a better scene.

As I work myself to exhaustion diagnosing nightmares. Helping people who fight and complain to keep the same life ending feeling-despite their family needing them to heal.

Then I go home wrecked, like an overweight man in an over the hill tournament. Or a new divorcee prowling the club, thinking getting fucked up and dicked down keeps them young.

You know what the fuck is wrong.

Sacrifice. Family needs. Regret. Struggle to do it different because nobody really gives a fuck about improvement.

They would rather lay and be lazy, fat from negativity, so when settling becomes their version of sexy. they fit in with the broken mentality.