GAINS

When you gain weight, you look pregnant.

And you become pregnant with depression, self-doubt, reluctance to move-ahead, or any limb that will shed the fat. You convince yourself to be content in the world of happy fatness. Providing every reason to stay that way. Assisted by medications that make being an addict, popular and sexy.

There are financial gains in obesity, food, alcohol, drugs, (illegal ones), but especially alcohol and prescription addictions that double misery and profits.

You gain the weight of hating the way you look, stuck trying to regain moments of confidence you ate and shit out.

You also gain knowledge to pull and throw your weight around. This’ll make you believe it’s ok, maybe even sexy to be bigger than you Never wanted.

And when you make yourself into a version you Never Wanted, you make yourself hard to keep.

Wherever you are in this journey of life, work to regain your truth and respect for yourself.