DEAR DIARY

This fucker ain’t listening to me.

Don’t even care if she fucks me. I just want her to want me.

Started as a normal day. We held hands all the way home. We were gonna do it, but you said your” clock set off an alarm.”

You said you “were tired and needed to lay down”. You gave no clue it would be with a guy who could drive you around.

You had me running up my phone bill trying to re-connect. You said... I don’t even know-I can't even remember all the bullshit. Something sweet to hide the stench.

Damn... Girls have the best friends. Even the halfway ones don't tell the whole secret.

I was playing detective. Discovered you already had a private dick. You turned a tough guy into a pussy. I was barking at everyone and taking all your shit.

Trapped behind the wall you put between us. Your mother, your father, your brothers and sisters, even seemed fed up. They used to be nice to me. Used me. Made me like them when all I wanted was pussy. They helped change me into something I never wanted to be, besides inside you. A gentleman, but look where that got me

When your sister gets older, I’ll make sure were close. I don’t mean that. Unless… Nah. Nevermind. Explaining is useless.

Feels like i’m in a movie.

Where dogs get trapped when they roam. All the tail I was chasing I thought you would never know. He'll yeah, I loved you. Take me back and Ill fuck you like a hoe. That's what you want, ain't it???

He's 5yrs older. So, you learning all types a tricks. Fuck you. Fuck this.

But, just let me know if you’re ever lonely and just need a fucking friend.