A NORMAL ADDICT

Art From Deavita.net

I’ve caused and seen death and misfortune.

My own. Love. Parents burying children.

The trauma from that is worse than going to the other side and having to come back from Heaven and Hell-escaping the erratic pleasure and pain of this world.

I’ve been holding on for so long, I feel like I can’t grip freedom. Control feels like a substance used to escape.

They say Normies aint addicts- until they fight to keep bad habits, making and allowing wrong moves for loves abuse. Turning turmoil solid, to avoid sinking to depths where pain echos and speaks true horrors.

They say addiction is a disease, but every day we choose multiple drugs and remedies. We all have the plug for improvement. That’s the only type of user a father should be.

Look into your families’ eyes and ask, “How am I gonna live and create a good life today?”

To all the Fathers wondering “HOW THE FUCK DO I DO THIS?”

My advice is Just Don’t Pull Out!